What fish hash looks like when I accidentally make it
Sounds
awful, doesn’t it? No worries. This is not a recipe for fish hash, at least not
in the usual sense. But it is about cooking fish and lessons learned.
My mom
was a wonderful cook—except when it came to fish. A child of the landlocked
Midwest, she loved seafood and fish, but my Canadian father retained enough of
the Brit about him that he wanted a roast of beef or leg of lamb with potatoes.
That’s what she cooked. The only fish I remember her cooking was halibut which
she poached in milk—you’re right, it’s not my best memory of Mom’s cooking.
I
inherited Mom’s taste for fish. We had neighbors who became my adopted aunt and
uncle and used to take me to their country club for dinner. Invariably I
ordered fish, and she, a devout Catholic, said, “Oh, honey, you don’t have to
do that. It’s not Friday.”
So
here I am, master of my own kitchen for some sixty years, and I’m still
tentative about fish. This does not include canned tuna and salmon, which I fix
in a variety of ways all the time. And it does not include salmon that
Christian does a masterful job of grilling.
But,
fish. Recently I followed a recipe for baked cod. It met with medium
success.Baked cod
I’ve had more luck with sole, which to me is the most delicate, most
succulent fish—and it’s reasonably priced. Delicate not only in taste but also
in texture—and therein lies the problem. Despite following directions to the
letter, sole falls apart in the skillet when I try to sauté it, and we end with
fish hash—wonderful flavor, but no eye appeal. And food, Mom always said, is
half eaten with the eye. Jordan chose sautéed fish for its crust over the crustless baked, which is easier to do but not as delicious.
The
other night, though, I had medium success sautéing filet of sole. Here’s what I
did.
Sautéed filet of sole
1.5 lbs. sole
Butter
Salt and pepper
Flour
White wine
Lemon
Salt
and pepper filets to taste. Lightly flour (shake a little flour on them and gently
rub it in with your fingers). Here’s the trick: I had been cooking fish on medium
low (275) on my hot plate, because the
induction hot plate heats quick and fast. This time I put it on medium (375)
and the fish held together better. If you don’t have one, quick get a fish
spatula—makes all the difference.
I had
to do the fish in two separate batches, which presented a warming problem—if I
use hot plate and toaster oven at the same time, I trip a circuit breaker. So I
warmed the oven, then sauteed the fish, and kept the first batch in the
still-warm toaster oven.
When
the fish was all sautéed (and some of it will still be hash) and in the oven, I
poured a glug of white wine in the skillet (glug is, I think, Sam Sifton’s
measurement from the New York Times cooking columns—the true definition
is the gurgling sound liquid makes when poured, which tells you nothing about
measurement). I’d say a Tbsp. or two of wine, enough to loosen and scrape up
the crusty bits from the skillet. Add a good squeeze of lemon and a dollop or
two of butter (you can see how precise this is) and let it all make a sauce.
Pour over the fish and serve—and just forget to mention the word hash.
Even
the teenager at our house ate this, and Jordan and I enjoyed it the next day
for lunch. I will confess we had salmon two days later, and they had just
returned from New Orleans where they ate lots of seafood and fish, so the plea
was, “No more fish for a while.”
But
that sole sure was good.